When I was thinking about what to get you for Mother's Day, there's only one thing that kept coming to mind -- actually 3 things that, to some, would seem way over due...but in my growing old wisdom, I see that they are actually, right on time.
See, the first thing I give to you is an grown up apology. I believe we can't truly understand the affects of our actions until we experience the pain ourselves. Much like we tell our kids, "learn from my actions and mistakes", they don't understand that until they defy us and find out for themselves. I can now empathize with you the heartache I caused you. I can now say, "Mom, I understand and I'm sorry" and I truly mean it because I've experienced it.
The second thing is a sincere thank you. Thank you for doing what you felt you had to do, for doing what you thought was the right thing to help me. I certainly didn't understand at the time, nor for a while, that your actions was your way of trying to help and save me......from myself. I can now only understand and truly appreciate you for what you have done. Thank you.
Lastly, I want to give you a true I love you. You are a remarkable person. You give until you have nothing else to give and then you still find a way to give more. You are creative beyond all means and never settle for mediocre. You never allowed me to want and always (and still do) give me more than I deserve.
I know I fail when it comes to communicating all this and showing you....but I'm glad you are my mom and I'm proud to be your daughter.
Much love,
Amy
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